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-20 years old on 24th Nov '13- Sagittarius- Civil Engineering- Shah Alam.Sungai Besi- I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life-

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Assalamuailaikum and hello friends, bila tengok jam waktu sekarang ni , dah nak dekat 1 lebih pagi . and aku still tak tidur lagi , semalam pun tak tidur, takkan harini pun sama ? serious nak sangat tidur tapi mata dan fikiran tak bagi aku tidur . macam mana ni ?

Semalam keluar pegi Times Square dengan Kak Hana and Zakiyah and bergembira seketika bersama mereka . walaupun tak tidur still segar dengan diorang . Touch up sikit muka supaya tak nampak letih and tak cukup tidur , fuhh . selamat boleh cover .Btw, thanks to kak Hana and yaya for make me enjoy on that day .

Tapi , sekarang ni tak tidur lagi . mata dah bengkak sangat, petang tadi ingat surut lah sikit mata ni , tapi takde perubahan langsung . Sampai my parents pun tanye kenapa mata bengkak sangat . Uishh tak tau nak bagi alasan ape . Diam jela yang mampu . yang risau nya ni , esok nak kerja (praktikal) kalau tak tidur and mata tak hilang lagi bengkak ni , macam mane ? hm Rungsing .

Bukan taknak tidur , setiap kali tutup mata , segala kenangan manis pahit tetiba muncul , masa tu jugak lah mengalirnya mutiara jernih dari mata . mungkin terlalu berfikir sangat benda yg lepas . Jadi macam ni lah .

When i'm asking myself , what happen to me ? i also don't have a answer for this question. Why my heart feel so hurt ? i'm very confused with my heart ? okay i admit it , i cannot sleep just because i got a problem with my heart , with my Feelings . Hmm

For now , nobody can understand me , because me also don't understand what happen to me ? aku cuma mampu berserah pada takdir dan berdoa Allah memberikan kesabaran dan make me strong to through all of this . is Hurt me too much .

Let me go , with memory . Let me dream this is have a nice ending because i'm to scared to face a reality .


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